Sunday, January 18, 2015

Tuesday is the big day


Tuesday is the big day.  I am nervous.  And let’s be honest, I wish there was some other way to do this without going back to the hospital. 
Friday she got to attend the "Right Choice" rally for good behavior at school first semester. Then I had
to withdraw her from school to enroll her in DISD while we are in the hospital.  She is going to miss her teachers,
her friends and her favorite "Mrs. Cheryl"
 
I have gotten a lot of questions about why we are having to go it.  Here is the short version.   Grace suffers from Eosinophilic Esophagitis, an inflammation of the esophagus resulting in extremely limited food intake options. Miss Grace is dependent on enteral formula called Elecare Jr.  This formula is nutritionally complete,  but it is very expensive costing approximately $1,200 per month. Miss Grace loves her formula and has been on this particular brand since she was eight months old.  Thankfully she is growing taller and we need to increase her caloric intake.  It is really hard to get her to drink 48-52 ounces orally each day.  Most EoE children at this point get a feeding tube placed and supplement their calories with night feeds through their feeding tube.  Well anyone that knows Miss Grace knows that she has some sensory challenges and she hates anything sticky or tacky.  In physical therapy they tried to use kinesio tape on her feet and legs.  It was supposed to stay on 5-7 days (through bath) before it came off.  Miss Grace had it ripped off before we were out of the parking lot.  Band-aids are the same way.  Because of this her entire care team is in agreement that a feeding tube would be a huge sensory challenge for her and she would be trying to pull it out.  She isn’t at an age where we can reason with her about this yet.  So the goal of inpatient is to increase her volume of safe table foods.  The foods that she can eat are organic, free range chicken, fresh fruits and vegetables and rice.  Not very high calorie foods.  We need her to increase that volume so she needs less medical formula. 
We took Gator to the vet this week to get a certificate of health for the hospital.
He was perfect of course.  Miss Grace saw a Christmas card from our friend Stephanie & her dog
on the board at the vet.  She got all excited and said, "Hey! Those are our friends!"
 
Many of you have asked how you can help us.  We really need lots of prayer. Here are some specifics.

1)   Pray for insurance approval.  We have fantastic insurance, but Miss Grace is a “high user” (we are the ones you don’t want on your employers plan).  We are still waiting for approval for Tuesday admission.  Please pray it goes through on time.

2)   Pray for Cowpoke.  My Mama heart hurts when I have to leave him.  He has a schedule in place and we are thankful to everyone who has stepped up to help with him.  It is compounded by 827 working 3-11pm each day.  He will really only see a parent/Daddy before school.  He is just 7 and that is a lot, especially since there are a lot of unknowns on amount of time.

3)   Pray for Grace to eat.  Pray her body will allow her to increase her volume.  Pray for her strength.  Before her I never realized the struggle with food.  This disease is debilitating and exhausting.

4)   Pray for Gator.  This will be his first bring hospital stay.  Pray that he will stay focused on his girl.  He loves kids and kids love him.  He needs to stay focused.  He is also used to getting some good exercise each day and not being stuck in a hospital room. 

5)   Pray for me & 827.  God is opening a lot of doors for open our family. I am trying not to stress about timing but those of you who know how type a I am know this is a challenge. 

6)   Pray for our treatment time.  The team says they think we will need 4-6 weeks.  Miss Grace will turn 5 on Feb 20 and Cowpoke will be 8 on Feb 26. I really want to be home for birthdays. I want to be able to plan parties and celebrate my babies.  Will you pray for that?

Gator got a bath today after church so he is squeaky clean for the hospital.
Doesn't he look thrilled?
 
Several of you asked about having visitors.  Visitors are welcome.  You can text me. Grace will be pulled out for therapy in 30 min increments 7 times a day, but you are welcome to come! Just text my phone or e-mail me for address and access codes.

Thank you for your love and support!
I am so thankful that they have each other.
 

Tuesday, January 6, 2015

Happy 2015


Miss Grace and Gator waited up to see the ball drop.  She said she was waiting up for 827 who was on duty.  All I know is that Mama was tired and Cowpoke was in bed by 9pm.  She saw the ball drop and got her kiss from Mama. And she still waited up until almost 1:30am when her Daddy came home!

Not one single bit tired


We have been trying to get in a lot of family time.  We are slated to go back into the hospital the week of January 19th for 4-6 weeks. (Please pray we are on the 4 week end of the spectrum.) We had to make the rounds of the LEGO stores looking for a specific piece (that cost $.55!) for Cowpoke's science project. Grace enjoyed playing in the LEGO bins.


It is back to school for the kids tomorrow and I will have the care conference about our inpatient stay. Praying for solid direction and strength for all of us to push through this time apart.

Gator is home and December in pictures

We were all overjoyed with Mr. Jason (Gator's trainer) called and said Gator was ready to come home!  It was a long three weeks and Grace missed him terribly.  She cried every. single. day. Gator missed her too. We licked his legs and gave himself some hotspots/bald spots in several places. We are all glad to have him home!
 
December FLEW by so here is a recap of our month in pictures . . . . 
 
 
 
Enjoying the Advent Devotional from our church

We went to Studio Movie Grill to see ANNIE! (It was fabulous and we all loved it!)

Family Christmas Eve Eve Celebration

Starting the day with a warm bubble bath and a Santa beard

Texas Christkindl Market at the Ball Park at Arlington -
Teaching my babies about the Christmases I had in Germany as a child

Texas Christkindl Market at the Ball Park at Arlington -
Teaching my babies about the Christmases I had in Germany as a child

Annual Christmas Celebration Breakfast with our friends!

Santa came and brought that FROZEN castle!

It was the first year Grace enjoyed opening gifts!

Gator and his Christmas bow

It was a FROZEN kind of Christmas

Trying to do a scheduled feed during the middle of family Christmas can ne a challenge

Christmas Light Parade in Ennis, Texas

"Santa! I see you!"
Christmas Light Parade in Ennis, Texas

Christmas Light Parade in Ennis, Texas

Christmas Light Parade in Ennis, Texas

We have a live Christmas Tree tradition.

Sunday, December 21, 2014
Cowpoke's baptism
We were so excited and proud of our boy and his decision to follow Jesus!

Crazy Christmas Light House in University Park
Her muscles were cramping in the car that is why she is braceless and shoeless.

Crazy Christmas Light House in University Park

Playing the piano with Yank-Po

Directing 827 as he put the Christmas lights on the house


Gingerbread family with Yank-Po and Grammy

Carefully choosing decorations
(No gingerbread or candy were consumed in the making of these men.
 In fact that night the gingerbread family "ran away" never to be seen again!)

4th Generation to love this nativity

Grace thought her Jesus doll was a better fit for the nativity

Mailing her letter to Santa and not in the mood for pictures

She made a safe and edible Olaf

Matching shoes

Christmas party at school

Reindeer camp!

PT with Gator Dog



SANTA! 2014
Texas Motor Speedway

Snow fun provided by the local First Baptist Church

Snow fun provided by the local First Baptist Church

Christmas tree at therapy

Variety, the Children's Charity of Texas Christmas Celebration!

Variety, the Children's Charity of Texas Christmas Celebration!


Wishing you and yours a very
Merry Christmas!
Love,
Grace & Gator,
827, Cowpoke and Mama

 


Tuesday, November 18, 2014

Melancholy Girl and FROZEN paraody

So on Saturday we left Gator with Mr. Jason in Boyd for 2-3 weeks more of training. He was a super fast learner when we was in training before so we are hoping he still is.  We went to Cabella's on the way to Boyd, Texas.
Shopping with Daddy & Gator Dog


After we left Cabella's we told her we had about 40 more minutes and we had to leave Gator.  We had been talking about this for almost two weeks, but now she realized we were serious and she was not happy at all.
I love my Gator Dog!

Uh-uo . . .  This is really about to happen?
 
So we left Gator and are praying he does his refresher and learns his new skills quickly. Miss Grace is NOT at all happy that he is gone and she has been emotional and having meltdowns like we have not seen in a long time. Pray for her. Pray for Gator as I know he misses her. Pray for me and 827. The days are dragging by. I had come to take for granted the ease at which we were finally adjusting too.
Melancholy girl
 

Practicing our letter writing in shaving cream. Pre-K homework is messy & fun.

Being a snake in a pit at OT

After church fun at Target
 
So we all know Miss Grace will eat very little table food.  We have actually stopped feeding therapy until we go inpatient in January.  I (selfishly) wanted a holiday season with very little stress.  Feeding is extremely stressful for Grace and for me. So we are on a break for a few weeks and she is enjoying as many tapioca bread and sunbutter sandwiches as she wants.  Forget trying to get a vegetable in her.  This morning at therapy one of the other feeding Mom's shared this video with me.  I died laughing. Grace doesn't just refuse vegetables, she refuses almost everything, but the frustration of the parents and the lengths you go through to get your child to eat are so very relatable.

Do you want to build a snow..errr.... eat Broccoli?
Does this look like your house at meal time?
As a family that has watched Frozen 100 times and listened to the soundtrack another 12,596 times, we now equate our nightly plight to get our 4 year old to eat to Anna, knocking on that door, ever so sweetly trying to coax her sister to break out of the rut and join her in a better, healthier life. And that's why we had to make this song.. Who knows? She's such a Frozen addict, maybe this'll get her to eat Broccoli.


So with that I leave you with this giggle . . .

Thursday, November 13, 2014

Gator & his CEU's

This Saturday is going to be a sad day at our house.

We are sending Gator back to his trainer, Mr. Jason, for 2-3 weeks.

Like humans who need continuing education instruction to perform at top level for their jobs, the same can be said for service dogs. We have known for a few weeks this was going to happen, but it isn't making it any easier on Miss Grace. Gator will get some remedial training in some areas and some new training that will help him to go to kindergarten next fall. We had originally planned for this training to happen in the spring, but since we are facing a lengthy stay at the hospital for feeding therapy in the spring, we needed to go ahead and get it done.

Please pray for Miss Grace and for Gator. They are going to be lost without one another.

Watching his girl at therapy this morning.